Hello?

I'm sorry I took quite a long time to write back as I promised before. I won't promise to write everyday or often. When there's an update, that's mean I'm still alive to write ahaa..

I know now my blog seems new but actually I started this blog in 2009. But all of my old posts, I deleted them. Why? Past is past. My old posts were not sincere. It was like what I posted before was for people to read. Well of course you people will read since this is a blog hahaa.. But now, I just want to write and post just for me to reflect my own life. I will post about what I think, what I feel, what I like.... and it is up to you people if you want to read. But this is for my entertainment so you might find this blog is boring. I don't care ahaa... :p

I should sleep now but my eyes and my mind so wide awake @_@ That's why I'm blogging right now. So what should I say here? Hmm.. let's see. Now in the month of Ramadhan. Still early... Day 2 of Ramadhan.. yea. So the feeling.. honestly still ordinary like other months. Actually I used to be the eager ones who really couldn't wait every time Ramadhan coming. But since my Nini passed away 100+ days ago, so I feel empty. Nothing special. But I hope those special feelings will come soon since Ramadhan is the holy months and let it heals me physically and spiritually aamiin. I just want to be better person for my after life. So I want to live only to please my god, Allah SWT. Hope I will be strong.

Okay, I should try hard to sleep now. Let's hear some songs from /\ucifer in my ipod. Hope the voice of Makoto Koshinaka (/\ucifer's vocalist) will help me to dive into my dreamland~~ ahaa. Sweet dream. Assalamualaikum.

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